I'M LIVING THE RIGHT LIFE.

Hey .

2008-01-01T21:05:30Z

New Years could of been better, but I'm satisfied with the way it came out. Why do we have school tomorrow? WHY!?
So many things I want to accomplish, to change , but who knows whether I will change anything.
It took a long time for me to realize how much I need to change, for the better.

Phantom of the Opera , its waiting for me. Let's go.

Hello.

2007-12-28T01:00:25Z

I just got back from the mall. My day was alright I suppose. Went through some struggles @ Lords & Taylor, but I rather not talk about that. Just got home, and I guess I'll read Phantom all night.

Goodbye.

maqda @ 2007-12-26T14:13:00

2007-12-26T19:23:19Z

Wow... Christmas Break ... it doesn't feel like Christmas.. at all. Where is the snow at ? Not that I want snow, because I hate snow, but Christmas needs snow. You catch my drift? Great. Anyway, so , my life is alright for now, I suppose. I miss swimming ; haven't swam in like two weeks o_O. We have a meet against Iselin this Friday, and yeah, I hope we come close. Victoria's party this Friday .. I hope it's somewhat fun o_O. Adrian .. spending $70 dollars on me, "by a mistake". Your funny kid. I miss ZHP, a lot, but I need to get over it. Christmas went good, better than I expected. I'm actually getting along with my cousins, which is crazy. I'm trying to be a better sister to Karolina, but it's very hard for me to change my ways -_-. I haven't talked to a lot of people in a long time ; I need to make some phone calls. I also need to redo this page ; I'll try my best -_-. I need to read Phantom of the Oprah before school starts ; I promised myself. New Years ; it's gonna be so much fun. Kristen is coming over, and for some reason, we are gonna dress up and pretend we are cool. Rocking out to Journey & going nuts ; cannot wait. Life is alright, I cannot complain.

New Years resolutions? PLENTY OF THEM.

- Pick up my test / quiz grades.
- Pay more attention in school.
- Get off the fucking computer.
- Get better times for swimming.
- Stop being lazy / cursing.
- Redevelop a relationship with Karolina.
- Fall in love.

If I accomplish AT LEAST half of those things , I will be in heaven.

Until then .. paix dehor.

Eyyybaybay

2007-11-08T03:53:51Z

WHATS POPPIN BEBE CRACK!?

Yo. I have the rest of the week off... LIFE IS GOOD.

I'm done with Tess. B- [+ w.e she will give me for extra credit] .. so I basically got like a B or an A - =D

SOO SOOOUPPPEDD.

kaychill.

I'm off to bed soon.. life is more calm now ... I don't have that much stuff to worry about...
I better enjoy this while it lasts.. cause 2nd marking period is approaching.. and shit will happen all over again. -_-

Les Miserables ... is what I am reading. -_- IT BETTER BE GOOOOOOD =D

I need someone to hook me up with some new colors ... justynaa?! [if you read this] ^_^

A lot of stuff coming up :

- Swimming =D
- Aaron's birthday
- ZHP events
- Thanksgiving
& ummmmmmmm .. idk =D

ALRIGHT. IM DONE. KTHXBYE.

Wowwawiwaa.

2007-10-20T03:25:13Z

I haven't updated this baby since the summer time. WOWERZ.

Don't I always say that when I type something here .... lmao.

So my summer was pretty beast .. I miss Cape May HXC.

School started.. I hate Ms. Malik & i<3dance. [although mrs.brady pissed the shit outa me]

FUCK TESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. kthx.

Swimming is coming up ; i'm SOUPED =D

kay .. i need to go to sleeeeeeeeeeep.
pce.

Another update..

2007-08-13T00:19:00Z

Cape May was fucking amazing. It just made my summer complete. <33333 Kristen & I are def. going back , and we are already plannig to buy a house there ^_^

I'v been chilling with Kristen ... ALOOOOTTT. Like ... kinda almost everyday or every other day. We also went to Long Branch, that was fun ;D

I'v been eating sunflower seeds like a crazy freak.

I hung out with Aaron & Jason a lot, those boys are so funny ^_^

Forfa .... I'm not gonna go there.

Martyna & I went to NYC, it was fun. We'v had sleepovers like crazyyy tooo.

I hung out with Sabinkaa twice ;D I miss herrrr.

I didn't start my summer reading yet. -_- , don't mention it.

OTHER THAN THAT, I can't think of anything else...

Summer is ending soon. It's been a very good summer, comparing to my other once , except for last summer, that shit was fun ^_^

Monika is coming back on the 13th?!? holyy shit do I miss her. GODDDD.<33

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP !! SEPTEMBER 26TH ^_^

kthxbye.

Major update.

2007-07-20T04:54:53Z

Well, the summer is amazing so far. It has its ups and downs, but mostly I can look back at good memoriess! [Damn, I need to start my summer reading, LMAO]

I went to Vermont && Massachussetts for one night , it was fun. First rollercoaster && hurricane harbor rides ;D ! I would redo these two days in a heartbeatt ! Painting @ Jackies went somewhat OK. :] I had a sleepover with Martyna for 4/5 days in a row ! We hung out with Jason && Aaron, it was fun. I like to randomly jump into the pool @ 12 am while Aaron is staring at me confused. LMAOO. ;DD

I also went on a date with Aaron, it was fun ;D HE IS SOOO SILLY ! :P

I hung out with Kristen like INSANE! We like to make cheeseburgers and play HXC guitar hero ! CAPE MAY IN 2 DAYS! [ I'll def post an entry on that]

Oboz 07' was alright, it wasnt bad, but it wasnt amazing. Ehhh.

EVERYDAY I MAKE ATLEAST 2 BRACELETS ! I AM A FREAKKKKK!

I also go shopping very often. NO NEVER MIND, I go to the movies OFTENNN. I think I'v been there atleast 10 times this month. :O

I also watch alot of Blockbuster movies with Kristen, we have bff's there. POOR LENON DIEDD ! We flushed him, and he split into 3 pieces. LMAO.

I also chill with Forfa once in a while, he thinks hes hot shit. PSHHH ;D

I cannot think of anything else to write. Phewwww.

WELL SUMMER 07' IS GREAT SO FAR , SO HEY, DON'T RUIN IT, MKAYY? ;D

Hmm.

2007-06-17T02:10:22Z

The more I read love stories, and watch romantic movies, the more I realise how lonley I am deep inside.

It's a sad thing to confess, but it's all true.

It's hard, I just ... uh. Nobody will ever understand.

Even before I met you, I had an instinct about you. And once I saw you were a woman with prfound static cling , I wanted to be that force around you. I love that when I breathe you in, you smell of cake batter, and I love that you have this insane way of talking in circles that makes perfect sense. Me? I get you. I looove your eyes.
^ Gabriel Macht , "Because I said so"

If only someone would ever say something like that to me... wow.

Uh..

2007-06-14T23:48:38Z

Today was the second day of exams.

Yesterday I took ROTC , which I somehow got an 95 on, and then I took my Math, which I got an 84. :X

Today I took Drama, which I failed, and then I took Francais, which I passed cause shit was easy :]

After school, around 12:15, Jackie-Lou & Victoria & myself, went over Jackies. We then went to Quiznos, to have an amazing spicy ass sub with a cookie, while we saw Mac & Cahill, funny sutff. I got an application from there, I might work there ;DD free sub anyone?

Then we went back to Jackies. We started painting on her walls [my new favorite hobby] and shit came out really good. We danced to a Robot movie, and we laughed so hard that our stomachs aced. YOU GOT PADDED ! LMAOOO. Ahhh.

I got dropped off home by Victoria & her sister Alisson , and I got in trouble with my mom , I cried, and then we went shopping :]
I got a tank top & shorts for my camping trip ;D

And now what am I gonna do? Study for science exam, which I'll fail tomorrow anyways, and then read my book :D

&& then last exam on monday , History, && then my summer beggins ;DDD

& then Camp for 6 days with mah gurlfriendsss ;D

Mkay, peace.

Uhh.

2007-06-11T11:12:27Z

I'v been reading books like a mofo latley, I can't stop.

The ZHP picnic was fun, the skrzaty are little rebels.

I regret so many things right now, what I'v done, and putting so much effort into it. I can't believe I see it just now.
It's over. Done.

I'm not gonna go anywhere with this anymore.

You my friend, can go suck a cock and pray that you find someone better than me. K?

Kurwaa.

I miss Polska, Ilawa, and Zambrow and Zareby :[

Oboz is soon, tent with Caroline Lisa & Gosia, should be interesting ;D

WOWWW.

2007-05-29T15:44:25Z

I really haven't updated this baby for like more than a month .. wowerz.

Memorial Weekend, it's coming to an end. It had its ups and downs.

Thursday - sat home.
Friday- Staten Island , big accident.
Saturday - sat home.
Sunday - beach & Kristens slip & slide
Monday - pool with Victoria all day
Tuesday - homework day.

Nice weather outside, too hot at times. School is over soon, finals are coming up :X I'm scared like fucking fuck. I have pain everywhere, do not know why. My sunburn is so unequal and so weird that it's hilarious. I miss someone at the moment. Birthdays are coming up. Oboz, let's hope that's fun. I have to clean my room , BLAHH.

I really do miss someone , and I wish I didn't :[

Hello darlings.

2007-05-07T21:06:36Z

So, saturday I hung out with Sabinkaa, and that was super fun. Sunday, I went to Westfield and to the movies to see Disturbia with Kristen.

My weekend was very nice.

Today, is another warm-sit-home-day.

Summer, soon. Damn.

MAMMA MIA!

2007-04-22T20:53:06Z

Was fucking A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. I cannot decribe it, it was everything and million times more. Me & Rob are getting married, Magdalena Zbik. LMFAO. We are gonna move to NYC and live in the Turskish Cusine or the Roberto Passon? :D MArtyna & me were like SINGING to every fucking ABBA song! LMFAO , what happened @ the bus, stays at the bus. CRAZY SHIT. Weird stuff . After the play, Martyna & I went back to S.Amboy, and went to the movie theathers to see The Land of Women, which you do not want to see because it stinks major vagina. We then came back and stuffed our asses with food and then I came back home and went to sleep.

In the morning I went to Menlo, I bought some stuff :D

& then I went tanning outside, mmhmm, I'm gonna do it all week and look amazing :D

FUCK, tomorrow is ROTC AA-field practice. Annual Inspection = wend. SHYT. I don't know shyt.

Monday - AA field, Tuesday - umm? Wed - Annual Inspection & ZHP testing shyt , Thursday - idk , Friday - MEDIEVAL TIMES , Sat & Sunday - CAMPING & biking.

Yes, the end.

Woah.

2007-04-07T02:02:37Z

Dee. Long time no update. For like a week and 2 days!? WOAHERZ. Well , my weekened was quite interesting I might say. I was happy, sad , I cried, I laughed and etc. No harcerstwo this week. Spring break began. I got my iPod shuffle in green. I dissed someones ass off, felt amazing. I'm gonna miss Victoria [ bitch gets to go to California & Mexico on a cruise & get tan >:( ] and Jenise !! I don't know how I'm gonna do it without them for a week. BLAH. Hopefully I get to go to Penn. with Caroline Mon-Tues. I also have to hang out with Sabinkaa this Spring break !! I <3 her. Caroline & Sabina are just beyond amazing. I also went to NYC this week for a trip to the Museum of Natural History ; lots of funny pics and funny expensive food. Planatarium was amazingg. Bus ride was fucking !#%%$^&*(. Thursday was a half-day. Tomorrow I have warta for harcerstwo, and sunday is NYC for Easter. I have a major obsession with JT. I also went to Pizza Hut with Kasia & Luke on thursday , lots of fun and the pizza was amazing.

Caroline has dreams about me dying, lmfao.
Sabina is about to kill someone, but I'm stopping her from, even though I want the person dead. We are going through so much drama with ROTC, it's insane.

The weather better be amazing next week, or I'll be fucking mad. I need to go swimming and excersise.

I miss Monika in Poland :[ We have to go to NYC asap.

Medieval Times, Mama Mia , Annual Inspection are coming up. YAY and BLAH.

Ajjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjt payceeee out.

Mmmhmm.

2007-04-01T01:16:36Z

Maroon 5 - Makes me wonder
Beyonce - Get me bodied
Justin Timberlake - Damn girl

AMAZING SONGS I DISCOVERED TODAY.

Lmao OMG I swear I fucking love Sabina & Caroline. I'd be EMO without them.

TOMORROW WILL BE INTERESTING. LMAO DANNY :]

Weekend :]

2007-03-31T19:44:36Z

Hmmm. Yesterday was a cool day, I suppose. Except for the fact that I hardly got any sleep. School was fine, with Sabinka. Jenise thinks I'm a mess, which I totally agree with. Ha! Victoria is such a cutie, her and her $1 pants. Ha! Sub & sleep @ Dram , PE test & walk @ ROTC ,Movie in Eng ; quiz in Alg. Tuna @ Lun , W-sheet @ Fren , Fight with a guy @ His , Sub & typing @ Sci. Came home, slept until like 6, got ready in 5 to Polak. Chylled with Sabinka [ my lover ] & then Caroline showed up. Dance was fun, POLONEZ. Band-aid freaks. Cupcakes x4. Funny movie. Teacher bitching. Went to Martynas house. Talked about funny stuff. Repainted my nails red [ is that something new? ] Fell asleep, went home. Starving , ate something , I cannot recall. Went to bed around 2 , woke up around 1. Took & deleted some pics off of my phone. Shower. Kristen came and took her gma bikes [ how sad. ] I'm about to go clean some doors. HA! & then whatever comes up next. Maybe chill with SKANK?

Tomorrow = Czestochowa most of the day. Ha. Over it.

Amazing weather , it's love.

I used to think I had it all
Then one day we hit a wall
I had hoped you were the one
Where’s my dream, where has it gone?
I wanted to be with you
Forever just me and you

So why can’t you be
Be good to me

I don’t ask for much, all I want is love
Someone to see, that’s all I need
Somebody to be, good to me.

Monday - Wednesday.

2007-03-29T02:07:14Z

Hmmm. Monday .. was alright. I cannot really recall anything from that day. Tuesday, haha. After school I chilled @ Wilson / ROTC with Sabinka & Philip. We took some weirdo pics and tried to beat eachother up. Then Philip walked me home :] so cute. My net stopped working. Shyyyt. hahah. Anyway, then um I recieved some silly e-mails and I responded, llalala and then I went to sleep late. Today was uniform day and I hate that shyt. I got my permission slip in really fast, I'm satisfied. Wednsday trip to NYC with Sabinkaa my loverr. Kurwa ja kocham ta cipe, she's like my bfff recently. :] YAY. Zbiorka today was alright, hahaha. SILLLLLLLY.

Mmmmhm. Tomorrow is thursday. I'm in a great mood. Hopefully Victoria skanked me a tee from MMS. :]

NAVY BALL LAST NIGHT

2007-03-26T00:31:18Z

Was fucking amazing. I had so much fun. I danced with like all the cuties and got pictures with ALMOST everyone I wanted. Sabina was an amazing date, ahha. Everyone looked super nice :] Mmmhm. & I met like the coolest people.

Some pictures are on MySpace , or you can see all of them personally from me :]

AMAAZINGGGGGG. I was dead tired & I went st8 to bed.

& then today I went to NYC st8 in the morning & earned 100$ and then I came home chylled and then I went to Wallgreens. Now time to do homework.

School tomorrow. Blah.

NAVY BALL WAS AMAZING XMILLION. the end. :]

Fridayy ; TOMORROW'S NB :D <3 cannot wait.

2007-03-24T02:40:33Z

Hmmm . I hardly got any sleep last night, but that's ok. Went to the Media before homeroom, chilled with Mustafa and then Patrick Steven Marco showed up, we talked and stuff. The rule of law? LMAO Patrick. Homeroom is always fun. Drama - story. ROTC - dancing ; LMAO. Jerry & Patrick, mmhmm, some crazy stuff. Eng - reading & some quiz. Wtf is Sotto Voce? Like for real. Algebra -quiz, 90. Lunch ; LMAO, Darn Liz & Vicky caught me with the hand sanitizer. Fren - slept :] Hist - Ju layk yt? Hahah. Sci - some notes & then talking with Jenise & Vicky etc. Hahah Kyle don't cry.

Got home. Ate. Went shoe shopping. Got some sexy shoes to my dress ;D & then I got these cute ass shorts. Came home, went to Polish school. NO WORK TODAY. Caroline & I were goofin off. Then 9B came to our class, and we talked and chylled. LMAO @ LUNCH. Rob & Damian are my PIMPS. 3-some asap. ;D Mmmmhmmm.

NAVY BALL IS TOMORROW. I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED. ME AND SABINA ARE GOING TO FUCKING PARTY OUR ASSES OFF AND HOPEFULLY HOOK UP WITH SOME HOOTIES ;D. [you never read this here] ;D

Mmmhm. Amazing.

First day of spring ; most amazing day in a while

2007-03-21T02:49:22Z

Today I woke up, made my lunch, went to school, decorated my locker [ spring theme ]. Talked to Vickyy & Sabinaa in homeroom [ usual. ] Drama - boring. ROTC - haha i<3 patrick. Eng - story [ no hw for the 1st time .] Alg - new stuff, not hard. Lunch - my yummie lunch. Jerry trying to like... kiss me, ahaha. WOW. Fren - LMAO @ Cliff. Stop hitting on me. His - test , hopefully I did good. Sci - work work work & laughter.

Sat home, slept to Last night & Knock em out. Went to the krawcowa last minute, got my skirt. Fits amazing.

Athletic awards , L varsity letter , FUNNIEST video ever.

Found out , that Sabina & I are going to the NAVY BALL :D

My sister gave me her [my favorite] bag. I was souped.

I called Caroline gazzilion times today.

Sleepover with Kristen friday.

[ 7 days till MIKAA ]
[ 2 months & 5 days till POTC3]
[ 3 days until sleepover with KS ]
[ 4 days until NAVY BALL w. Sabina]

My day was amazing. I don't care about your bullshit. Mmmhmm.

Friday & Saturday

2007-03-18T14:34:13Z

Friday : I woke up to school @ a normal time, somehow the weather was major bs. I went to school, and in my 4th perid we found out that we get out early. I was so souped. I came come and chilled. Talked to people. Sat home all day and watched TV and shyt.

Saturday : Hmmm. I woke up, and I went shopping with my momma & my little sister. I bought two [CAPE MAY] dresses [mmmhhhmmm] and these cool shoes. I also went to pick up my skirt, and LMFAOOOOO stupid son-of-a-bitch-lady still didn't make it. AHHHH YOU SHOULD OF SEEN MY FACE !! I then went to the Y-M-C-A with my sisters & I hit the gym. Then I got my LHS TIGERSS swimmingsuit on [AHH I MISS SWIMMING] and I realised that Mikolaj & Jan were there. HAHAHAH. I was laughing. I started to swim my laps and I realised how out of shape I am. It was sad, VERY sad. I was also racing with my sister. LMAO they lifeguard wouldn't let me dive in before I told him that I was on a swimming team. Mmmhhhmmm CONNECTIONS! I chilled with my little sister , tried to teach her to swim a little , and then I told Jan how he owns me a huge cake. Mmmmhhhmm. I came home, then went to Blockbuster [I SAW LENNNNOOOOOON, MBKS #1 BFF] & he made my day. I got The Illusionist [OMFG SUCH A BANGING ASSS MOVIEEEEEE, MY FAVORITE OF ALL] & I took a shower. Then I watched the movie and I was like fucking shocked how amazing it was. I then watched some TV with my sisters, fell dead asleep, and went to my room and went to sleep.

Todays plans? Hopefully get all my studying done & my hw's & go to Chillis with Kristen :] Mmmmhhmmm.

Thursday. My day

2007-03-16T02:55:25Z

I just realised I did not think of Poland once today. WOAH. :] , no , actually I did :X . Anyway, my day was pretty good. Me & Jenise wore green today to repp St. Patricks dayyy :D In school EVERYONE was so excited to see me back YAY ! and in ROTC we had like do fucking drill and push! MAGDA IS QUITING ROTC ASAP!? OUI. In Eng, we took a quiz and it wasn't as hard. Algebra, we played jepardy , boys won. WHATEVERRR. Lunch, LMAO, Maria & Victoria were trying to prove me wrong... ummm NO!? :] In French, I slept for a while, nice nap, mmmhmmm. History , I did some map crap, tomorrow I have to take a test. BLAH. Science, I took a quiz, cheated hardcore, and did some work with Jenise & Victoriaaaaa. I came home & my older sister & I made our little sister cry and it was the funniest thing ever. We also watched some show and made fun of it. I did my homework (sort of) & then went to the LHS play Once Upon A Mattress. I sat with Heidi Marek & Olenkaa. OMG THE PLAY WAS LIKE THE MOST AMAZING PLAY IV EVER SEEN, YEAH. I laughed so much @ Cliff, it was hilarious. YAY for Vicky Jackieee Lou Maria Ray Liz Evan Shubbby & Chelsea. OMG & Bruce & Christine were amazing with their main roles !! :D

I got home, finish up hw, shower, excerise, sleep, school.

TOMORROW IS LHS SPIRIT DAY!!

I don't want it to snow :[

I stopped caring, btw.

Let me have some more ACTIVIAAAA. Mmmmmhhhhmmmm <3

I love my friends. Kristen Caroline Sabina Monika Victoria Jenise Jackie-Lou. They make me smile, so much.

Day off. WEATHER WAS INDESCRIBABLE !

2007-03-15T01:40:08Z

Today I took a day off school, due to my little "depression" over me not going to Poland, and just because I never took a day off of school, so why not? I woke up around 10ish and I helped my mom around the house. She made me and herself some good ass salad and then we had yogurt and some tea! :] I chilled around the house a little, wrote some e-mails, talked with Caroline about PENNSYLVANIA ! and then I went on a bike-ride with Kristen!! Before that though, we visited MCMANUS and I saw Kologi, Abalos, Turner, STEVENS (hooootasss<3). But Mr.Luke left early and I was fucking mad so I left him a note :D. THENNN we went to Andreas house and Kristen, Andrea & I rode our bikes around Sunnyside and then we went to School #9 and then I left home. I then went to zbiorka, made some palmy, listened to all the adults bitching about some bullcrap and then I came home.

I absolutley love my girlfriends.

Kristen Caroline Sabina Monika Jenise Victoria.

Take me to the beach, let me fly away from all my problems.

All I ever wanted to be is happy. Why do I have to have health issues that stop me from doing things? :[

My summer is ruined.

2007-03-14T02:15:08Z

Todays weather was beyond amaing, again.

I went to my Chiropractor, I found out that I cannot carry anything, which equals my bookbag. My parents told me I cannot go to Poland this summer.

I am crying my fucking ass off.

Its sad how people cannot support me in my situation.

I am so fucking mad, this ruins my mood for the whole entire year, no lie.

How do things go from amazing to horrible in an amount of seconds?

I wish I was born a bird. I could fucking fly away forever and fuck all my problems.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Sundayy

2007-03-12T00:52:44Z

So the weather was like .. super cool today. I started my day off with watching a Barbie movie .. umm are you haiting? I absolutley love those, and I think I saw each and single one of them. I then ate like a pig & decided to go on a bike-ride with Kristen. I talked with Mikolaj for a while. We went to blockbuster, we made another bff, DAN ! :] We got Hoodwinked & The descent. We wanted to go to Chillis , but Kristens dad wouldn't drive us, so we stayed @ my house while she ate some pierogies & I had more spaghetti :] I got a major headache from The descent, Kristen had to like ... make me watch me movie. It was creeeepy. We then saw a part of Hoodwinked and she left. She left her gma bikes in my garage (GUESS HOW MAGDAS GETTIN TO SCHOOL TOMORROW?! ;D) & then I saw the last part of Hoodwinked, IT WAS THE RABBIT! Hahaha. & then I folded some laundry & chilled around.

The best part of the day was ridin' on our awesome ass bikes. I love them.